Lose the feelings that are weighing me down...

The tall ships sailed into the bay last week for the Festival of Sail. I was working on Alcatraz at the time so I had some nice views of it. Too bad my pictures came out kinda assy cause of the haze. Still...

There are more pics in the set over on that thar flickr thing. Which I just got a Pro account on, so I suppose I'll be moving most of my pics over to, because at least they won't delete my pics and threaten to shutdown my account because someone reported my pictures as having nudity in them, even though they didn't. And then give me no way to contest this....I'm looking at you Picasa/Google.

• The Ryan Adams show at the Fillmore is sold out. I cry myself to sleep every night because of this. My only hope is that Joe can get me tickets since he works there. *crosses fingers* DON'T FAIL ME NOW!
  
• Winery is this weekend! I need it bad. I just need to get away, get wasted, and just let it all go. I'm going through some weird hermit, anti-social bullshit right now. It's really ruining my good times. Ha.
• There's been some weird coincidences these past few weeks. Synchronicity just might be in effect again. I'll investigate further and report back my findings.

• I have two tallboys of PBR for my day off that need drinking. And away I go.

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A Different Name, Same Old Game

Huh. It's crazy how intense and normal things can become in such a short period of time, and how much I've forgotten what it's like to be me...ha.

I was having a conversation with this guy at work and we were talking about how he's married and has no drama and lives this very domestic life. And man, as much as I hate drama and try to keep it out of my life, I really know that I never, ever want that domestic life again. I'm sure it helps with the complications that come with life but good lord, I can't imagine ever going back to it. It was the biggest waste of life imaginable. I mean I know it's for some people, and they love it, and NEED it really, but not this girl.

Other bits from my days:
*Pride royally fucked up my commute home. DAMN YOU GAYS!
*I miss someone to death right now. It's really rather tedious. If only all the giant Euros weren't constantly at my work reminding me of him..ha.
*Alcatraz is covered in baby seagulls these days. They walk around going "peep peep" and look like little grey emu muppets. I loves.
*I've been sick for a few days now and am so hopped up on shit for it that I can't sleep and I have to be up in 6 hours.
*I am currently on the last episode of Season 2 of Six Feet Under. I am so good at powering through it.