Saturday, December 03, 2005

My heart is really on it's knees...and every other line from "shivers"..

So I'm drunk. And this is the first time I've actually been drunk in a while. I don't think I can get drunk anymore. I've figured out that it doesn't mesh so well with the whole "being dead inside" deal. It just makes me realize how sad I really am. And if I wanted that then I'd just stop forcing myself not to feel things. Fucking. Gravity.

1 comment:

garth2 said...

you're still writing about it. being dead, that is. so there's something going on.

ghost writer? zombie writer? that would be better than a ghostwriter, because after they hacked out your autobiography you could send them forth to eat brains.