Fuck.

Right now I want to climb a big rock. The way I used to. Use all my muscles and make them sore.

Or just punch someone in the face. Or punch a wall.

Or climb a tree. I want to run down the beach as fast as I can until I run out of breath.

I want to throw glasses into waterfalls in Vegas like I did that one night in 100 degree heat.

I want to be mean. I want to show his wife every sad goth boy love letter he ever wrote me. I want to tell her that the only reason he's really crawling back is because I told him no too many times.

The next time a friend falls in love with me I'm kicking them in the balls.