Monday, February 04, 2008

And I know that I fly and the rest is lie.

I woke up at 5:30 am today for absolutely no reason. I didn't even go to bed until 1. I've kind of been doing this daily, waking up early and then going back to sleep but today I wasn't even tired enough to go back to sleep. So here I am. I think all the medicines I'm taking are fucking with me.

I feel like I have so much going on right now, even though a good 30 percent of it is just trying to sort things through, mostly in my head, for things that need to be done in the future. I kind of like being busy though. At least when the busy is all good things. Or things with the potential to be good.

I'm working on paring down the things I own. I'm an enormous pack-rat and very sentimental when it comes to objects, the blame for which lies squarely on the shoulders of my mother. I've gotten a lot better about it, but you'd be surprised by how much effort I've had to put into doing that. I guess spontaneously moving across the country for 6 months with nothing but a suitcase helped. Either way, my mind has been very full of trying to decide things to keep and things to give away. And things possibly to sell, though I don't even know if I have time to deal with that. I have A LOT of stuff. And I believe our new apartment, while more rooms than our current one, is much smaller. Or situated in such a way that isn't conducive to large amounts of things. Or something like that anyway. The only things I'm really attached to are my books. And all my Batman stuff, OBVIOUSLY. Haha.

3 comments:

Desiree said...

Where are you moving?

Marie said...

Up the street to Jeremy's apartments.

Desiree said...

neat